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we feel the lost

i bought you to be part of our family in 2010. we love you. we love you just the same as the love spreads in the family members. you touched our heart with your cuteness and so on. we feel the joy. we feel the happiness just the same as we having a new brother. but you have left us. the house is empty without you. we feel sad seeing at the empty cage without you.

Doctor cakap, Choki kena infection ada rashes bawah badan dia. Macam-macam kita dah buat untuk pulihkan Choki. Sampai 2 kali pergi hospital veterinar. Masa the last time hantar dia pergi hospital, dia ringan sangat tak macam biasa and dia sangat manja. sentiasa nak terlentok dengan lengan ni. kalau dulu, bila org panggil nama dia, dia akn buat tak tahu je. sombong. tapi akhir2 ni, bila orang panggil nama dia, walaupun tgh tidur, dia akn angkat kepala dia, tanda menyahut. sebelum dia meninggal pun mata dia tertutup je. makan bersuap. minum bersuap. ajak main pun tak mahu. At last Choki hembuskan nafas nya :(

RIP CHOKI : 4 JAN 2013, 11.30 PM 

cage choki dah kosong.

semalam, i got a dream about choki. ibu cakap ''sebenarnya choki tak mati pun. choki tidur je tu. tengok tu. dia lentok dekat pintu je. jap lagi dia bangun lah tu''. ibu tipu. choki dah mati. ya allah rindunya dekat choki. dah 3 hari berlalu. im sorry choki i can hold this tears anymore. i miss you so much. im writing about you with this tears shed. i know you would be feeling sad seeing me crying but im too sad :( 









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